"She was really let father very worrying about the person, the home can be said by her life got nerve-racking, but at the same time, her father and it is a very wonderful people, because almost no one hello yangwu father can read in child refused to say, well, then you will stay home. And almost no one father in daughter suddenly want to flee to exotic wandered around support daughter." borrow money impetuously, ShiYongGang said. Even in three hair after marriage, family continue to give her economic support. Living in the Sahara desert, the family would think of a way to send all kinds of Taiwanese snacks even dressing.
Such a family, and met such a wonderful, rebellious sanmao, this itself seems to be a story begins.
Sister spent together with three hairs TianXinCeng Chen youth in the mainland of childhood career and ran from rebel, looked at three hairs to stray to grief, even at the end of the road to suicide. In the elder sister's eyes, sanmao is bold, straightforward, not the stodgy. Home only three hairs one dares to break traditional. Her self-respect is very strong, talent is extremely high. Three hair even had to learn how to paint, "if she has been engaged in painting, should be a good painter."
"We all know that she may have this day"
Sister once had said a word to Chen TianXin was impressed, she said: "elder sister, we must respect money, we do not mean, but to respect it, for it is we use labor changed, not give us squander, every penny all want to use in worth in the first place." Just because of this, sanmao always wear is simple, but this extremely talented woman, but can using the plain jeans, white shirt wear an unusual style.
For three hairs suicide family seems had a feeling. Chen TianXin said. "we all know that she might have this day, but not the time. She actually is a quite notice tidy, beautiful people, never willing to pajama blooding, how can wears pajamas die? But I think she actually to death a curiosity, always want to see what was the matter." Perhaps because of this, also for daughter is unquestionably choice, SAN MAO's father ChenSiQing in sorrow in more an intermittently, he says, sanmao often say that life lies not in length, but lies in whether have lived. "I think the phrase namely: really grasp the meaning of life and life. At this point, although I deplore greatly her burning, but agree."
For those who think the Sahara desert the story in the fabrication, jose and no person on sanmao somewhat questionable books and rhetoric, Chen, said TianXin sanmao root needless fictional these will highlight his own name. In her opinion, she was for not thought about becoming famous writer, writing is centerless inserted willow, however, three hair style is very good, from early childhood "her feelings reveal in nib".
In the impression of TianXin Chen, whether it's family, for fame or three hairs are watching very pale, sister really don't like to become a public figure, "she often said even sanmao wouldn't do, very dreads the reporter, no strength." In addition, three hair very nervous, if the next day, the night before the interview will sleep, would have been thinking about.
"The family didn't her when SAN MAO"
To his family is concerned, a molecular sanmao home, not she is such a famous woman writer. "We only her when her sister, the family didn't work, even when SAN MAO chang did not take all don't know." Chen TianXin recalls, sanmao came back to Taiwan for the first time, should be in memorial speech, mother also call themselves, worry so large space, nobody go to bad, also call themselves first to see, "and the impending, are people standing in line, finally even sanmao all don't get in."
Perhaps others in the literary surprise sanmao almost without any formal education of woman, how can the writing control so that have spiritual, how to develop their world writing so incisively and vividly, it seems that she is born for life. But in the family, it seems, sanmao actually very diligent. For example, she won't writing script will consult many writing a script friends, such as the master, after brewing already a long time of stories written script. In addition, three hair very hard, she eat very exquisite, almost everyday just a meal, especially writing time, almost every family, sleep or persuade her dinner, she always say: "you don't come in and do not interrupt me."
Dialogue ShiYongGang
"When sanmao suicide, have a great time sad, so warmly pursuit of sincere love, or between the age whether good emotions with her away?"
Guangzhou daily: plenty of interview after, now you know SAN MAO, with your 16 and 17 year-olds do when know sanmao differ?
ShiYongGang: 16 and 17 year-olds do, will think that is a very mysterious, distant, even as she wrote the story, but a bit like disembodied real. But after after the interview, and will find her so real, because almost no one has so rich life. Like SAN MAO himself joked, my life is equivalent to you live the tenth, she said her life very rich, is rich to almost say some people live the tenth would not know.
At the age of 6 by teacher corporal punishment is her life change from the start
Guangzhou daily: sanmao this unique character comes from where?
ShiYongGang: I think, at the age of 6 at school by teacher corporal punishment experience is the starting point of sanmao change. The insult to sanmao came speaking is very deadly catalysts. My individual thinks, sanmao personality is certainly of autism, depression, sensitive, she born so. Then she learning Chinese paintings, after turn into writing. But writing is of her life, another beginning. She's emotion experience and the creation course is connected. At that time, sanmao has the right boy, but the boy did not like her, do to sanmao blow is larger, finally, she choose to go abroad, in the exotic, she met jose.
Guangzhou daily: how do you see three hairs and jose love?
ShiYongGang: sometimes recall sanmao and jose love, you'll find it a bit like a paradox. Three hair compare strong, especially like those more talented, literary stylish rider, can from heart and soul and spirit is covered three hairs, this talent can do her husband, but jose not, he did not understand three hairs, also don't understand the world with text. Sanmao
Their union is very simple, three hairs in choosing him return to love itself, she to jose no requirement. With jose, the soul cannot communicate, in literary alienated each other, which indirectly done three hairs, she wrote a lot of both their story, in Taiwan contry.
Begin from childhood, each one appear not perfect
Guangzhou daily: how you see three hairs commit suicide? Some people say that is jose's departure caused her to commit suicide?
ShiYongGang: I think, it is one of the unfulfilled is caused by emotional suffered every blow, and finally the diseases of the body, all the negative factors together, bring her a kind of despair, gloomy thoughts, and finally led her to make this choice.
Three hair is a special need love. Three hair once knew a German, while they were going to talk about when he married marry had just had a heart attack death. Afterwards, she married with jose, jose again meet accidental death, which is another huge of sanmao blow. Since then, sanmao came back to Taiwan, and met a painter, afterwards just discovered that he had a wife living. Finally, three hairs in hospital inspection and found himself suffering from severe salpigitis hold.
Can say, from the start, This a youth sanmao imperfect back-to-back appear. Such a spirit of sanmao cleanliness, extreme inferiority and highly narcissistic person, when all stroke all pressure to her, I especially understanding, why she chose to leave this world. To affection, she has already look quite connect fully, feel there is no longer what is there worth on her mind. She is very carefully made this choice.
Guangzhou daily: three hairs and other writers have any different?
ShiYongGang: three hairs with other writers have many different, for instance, read qiong precious jade works, we will send her and works separately, but read sanmao works, would immediately associate sanmao fruit.
Three hair life in the biography write biographical center is herself. All her books in telling his story, she gave her life writes ups and downs, perfect and specially, but in the real world, her life is composed by countless imperfect.
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